You are right where God wants you to be, In His presence! Sometimes you rush to get your day started and others you lay in bed in awe of the miracle of just being able to open your eyes and breathe.
Regardless of what your day looks like, you can rest find peace knowing that Jesus always walks beside you, not only in moments of despair but as you awake and sit quietly drinking your coffee or as you take it on the road with you, He is with you always, whether we realize it or not He is right there living through your. The Bible says "The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged" Deuteronomy 31:8
He will have a random stranger speak into you and use you to speak His word into someone else, just like that! He will be your peace in times of chaos and your joy in times of despair. He will gift you a calmness that truly surpasses even your own understanding.
We are saved and treasured by a God that is with us every moment of the day even in those dark hours when even thinking about it fills us with shame, fear or feel unworthy of His love and mercy. Every day we live another life lesson, but be assured the struggles you face are the rope that pulls someone else to freedom. Your test is the testimony that will help set others free, embrace it! When you share your testimony you break free from the enemy's plan to keep you quiet, that plan to attack your mind over and over again causing shame and fear to paralyze you.
Tomorrow, be intentional when you open your eyes and say "Lord, I invite you to be with me this day, to guide me, protect me and give me the wisdom I need to own this day as I welcome you to live through me; allow me to be your eyes, hands and feet throughout the day.
It is amazing how God can take one day and transform your life if you are willing to invite Him to be the center of it.
